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by Clouds Above

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1.
This Feeling Will Never Happen Again 02:50
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Pushing for the end Separation calls again Nothing but distain, and hesitance I cannot restrain the consequence I wish I would’ve seen the signs It doesnt matter now, i cannot change my mind Distract, don’t let in the light To shine and reflect off your broken life Guilty by dissociation Plagued with immoral contemplations You cannot answer your calling with a mind on silent Block off the world for self prescribed compliance Its not your time So tell yourself you’re fine You fell right into your own trap again
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I'm Knowing! 02:59
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This lust for life has evaporated But I mustn't think twice about the part of me that died with you The part of you that wasn't true When all is said and done The past’s not the past when it's all just begun I said what I said But the hardest part has yet to come A misreporting void of consequence The eyes are leering from all angles Void of lifelessness I must inform you that the voices coming from your head Are very likely wrong You’ve very likely already dead A common burden burning on your lawn You gaze upon your cross But to bear it doesn’t make it gone Oh god This surely hasn't been my fault all along The worst is yet to come But no need to fret when you already know you’ve never been wrong The best has more than passed You’ll never forget it this will never last I see the signs All the tears you’ve shed Will never Make you happy again You’ve dug your grave now lie your way out The fate you’ve sealed by your own doubts
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Arbitrary Words for Arbitrary People 02:51
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Response to silence Ever sinking Thoughts leading to death are all I'm thinking Respond to nothing, you’re on your own Its creeping in It will never fade away Open up to possibilities The consequences yet unseen Open up Just once Wishful thinking only gets one so far Totality is shrinking when we’re shooting up shooting stars Epitomes aren’t everything This pit of apathy consuming me is starting to retard I’ll come at you You come at me And we’ll both enjoy injections of dopamine You say you're through But come back to me How does it feel living life as a casualty Will things ever be same I contemplate, rewinding all the things I meant to say Knowing things will never change The bad's all that's burned in my brain I always had a chance to say… Reactions have consequences
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Revert to the Past to Avoid Failure in the Present 02:56
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Exasperation takes a hold of me I cannot fight this life I cannot let this amend me Distract deflect it all Protect the few parts that you think you have left of a soul Reembody consciousness A spirit awakened A feeling of bliss a violent becoming is coming your way Yet you waste your time on your #foryou page Is this what I was meant to be But you never thought to ask yourself Waste your potential(become impotent) Raise the stakes of dissent(you know that its not worth it) Grasp your straws to try to coerce existence And continue on your path of least resistance Burn Burn You will never learn
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A Wake for an Awakening 02:02
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Although We Grew Apart, Our Roots are Intertwined 03:10
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A semblance of forgiveness Further descending until You've cut all your ties You've lost all your minds Incessantly creeping Becoming obscenely I’m seeing the signs There’s nowhere to hide Focused on Another life I don't believe in ghosts But I believe in you Cuz I can see you clearly, laying in my room I cannot face this truth This fact is haunting me What can I do to protest this insanity The death of you was the death of me But life keeps living out its twisted fucking sick fantasies Ones long forgotten The other, a living hell Another chance to take Just another chance to fail I don't know what to do anymore Words cannot express The words inside my head And inside yours What will it take to break through This eternal darkness will never help me erase you A million steps forward but two million back My inherent being in under attack No end is sight nowhere to hide Done fighting for life when I don’t feel alive All I wanted was forgiveness But now I can see Your forgiveness will never fix me I recognize the times you pushed me far away Were just to protect from the feelings we both wish would go away Some days I wish I never met you sometimes I just wish you stayed I'm sick of talking thinking dreaming why Won't you go away I think if it was meant to be Then it would be but Obviously Since it didn't work out I'll just go to sleep
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Return to Form 03:30
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The fact remains that the times have changed And in fact There hasn’t been a time I’ve felt more dismayed and The memories are clear, never seeming to fade Despite if time goes on, I cannot turn this page but Perpetuated Delusional beliefs Reminders of another life Incessantly, turn out the lights I cannot sleep, I cannot rise Surrounded with ghosts I’m haunted by But when time starts to fade what is left Of the inconsequential decisions we made What's said is said What's done is done If its in the past Why do I run So quickly it caught up to me and I wasn’t blind but I still don't see and Begging for mercy, knowing its undeserved Knowing the seeds of doubt I planted grow wildly undisturbed The fact remains that the Times have changed Could never find the right words to say See the thing about writing songs about you is They’re all the fucking same Veiled emotions are the problem, hate the player not the game When I express myself intent is all I’m thinking but the words remain as hurtful as the day I realized, I'm the one to blame I'd like to say things are better But they're really just the same With or without you isn't the question When the constant remains I know we never knew normal but we need a new normal and If I could go back I would do it all again Because we cannot fix our problems with each other when our problems with each other lie within
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Death 04:06
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I never thought I’d see this day A thought to parse the fog that's bleeding in As my vision fades away It cuts through and screams, “will I last another day? Maybe I don’t even want to maybe I’m okay with change” Is this my fate or just another misdirection toward the path that I have strayed Overcoming, understanding that I cannot hold on Any longer, blood slowing in my veins, now finally unrestrained And now my time has come It seems that time has won The end has only just begun A fleeting feeling to run Without a path in front Nowhere to go Living for another Dying for yourself The most selfish act An inevitable fact And when you’re gone you might hope to be remembered But neglect that if you are, you may keep others with you in the past Send me a sign To show I'm still alive A final breath, a final thought Now rest I hope that you can find the peace that you never got Is this the end Darkness surrounds Light’s breaking in Above the clouds A debt to be paid Unsettling words that mean nothing Abstain from emotionless Empty words, this will fade away A choiceless endeavor A voiceless soul will remain
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This Feeling is Happening Again 01:35
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Wherever you are I hope that you’re okay And I hope when you think of me It doesn’t ruin your day And I hope that the thoughts Have been worth all the pain Because if they’re not We’ll just stay the same I regret the things that I’ve done And I hope that we learn And I hope that someday I can say All the hurt and the pain that we caused It wasn’t out of love, We were born out of shame I hope that you’re happy And you’ve forgotten all about me

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released August 24, 2022

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